Today...

recently, my english is already jump down to grave!
today, my dear try to help me speaking in english but I can't use the grammar well :(
my english juz like "bullshit"!!! it's so disappointed!!!
the english can't be used to communicate with people!!!
y i'm so unlucky??? y?
I really don't know how can I improve my english???
I already always reading stories book and check the difficults words one by one!
but my english still can't improve !!! it only know how to jump into the grave!!!
can u help me ??? can u???
can't right?!
I dislike english ! I think BM can be more easier than BE!!!
if u can teach me how to improve my english... pls teach me... thx
I'm still pupil like u...
I really want to be a guy, who can speak english very well...
may god bless me???
pls help me... thx
thx my dear (K) thx for ur help... I take too much trouble for u !!! sry :(